do you still remember the times when you were young & felt so invincible, so sure being capable of doing anything. as time goes by, you start to have doubts on stuffs on yourself, start to feel that you’re not that incredible as you thought you are anymore. And there are actually people around you who can run faster than you, who can do things better than you.

Then later on you realise the harsh truth that there are certain gaps present in life that cant be close no matter how hard you try or how much you struggle. and eventually you stop trying as hard, stop struggling as much to keep up.  deny it as you may try, you’re not as good as you think you ought to be in the first place.

you are now already distance away from some of your peers. you just stay contented within your own comfort zone. the only area where you feel at ease, at peace because at there things goes in your pace. you try to shut out those better persons or stuffs away from your life because you’ve realise that these are no longer in your league. or rather its you that are out of their league to have direct comparison with.

you work & live within your circle while striving to impress those only within your perimeter. as your circle of life gets smaller & smaller, you hold dear to more of the things left inside. but at the end of the day, in the middle of that circle it is still you yourself.

so who’s the one to be blame for such situation to happen ? is it the reality, the environment or just you yourself ?