I have not been bloging for quite sometime. The main reason is i do not have any significant moments that i think is worth sharing all this while. Another reason would be that since I’m using Twitter, I vent my frustrations there instead. Its alot easier to type out 160 characters than a post if i wanna complain or express myself on something.

Ever since i came back from India, life has been bland. Okay, more bitter than bland i admit. I’m kinda like lost in the transition. I’m waiting for ORD of course, which is still in another 4 more months time. But anything in between now till then, I can totally see no dates that can make me a happy man. I’ve no girlfriend. I’m quite sick of irritating every same person over & over again asking “whats your plans today / tonight ? ” My friends are all busy with their lives. No offence but its a good thing. I should be doing the same too but just that i cant.

In short, I’m following the motion everyday without aims. Awaiting the weekends during weekdays & wondering what to do during the weekends. Pathetic. I’ve no solutions for it & i do not know how can i solve this. I only know that life should get better after i ORD. Studying again could be the catalyst for my boring life.

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